I Smile...

Today's a new day, and there is no sunshine.
Nothing but clouds, and it's dark in my heart
And it feels like a cold night.
Today's a new day, where are my blue skies,
Where is the love and the joy that you promised me
You tell me it's alright.

(I'll be honest with you)
I almost gave up, but a power that I can't explain,
Fell from heaven like a shower.

(When I think how much better I'm gonna be when this is over)
I smile, even though I'm hurt see I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I've been here for a while
I smile, smile..
It's so hard to look up when you look down.
Sure would hate to see it when you give up now
You look so much better when you smile, so smile.

Today's a new day, but there is no sunshine.
Nothing but clouds, and it's dark in my heart,
And it feels like a cold night.
Today's a new day, tell me where are my blue skies,
Where is the love and the joy that you promised me
You tell me it's alright.

(the truth is)
I almost gave up, but a power that I can't explain
Fell from heaven like a shower.

I smile, even though I'm hurt see I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I've been here for a while
I smile, smile..
It's so hard to look up when you look down.
Sure would hate to see it when you give up now
You look so much better when you smile.

Smile.. for me
Can you just smile... for me.
Smile.. for me
Can you just smile... for me.

Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
(and while your waiting)
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
(and while your praying)
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
(look in the mirror)
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
(always remember)
You look so much better when you smile

I almost gave up, but a power that I can't explain
Fell from heaven like a shower.

I smile, even though I'm hurt see I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I've been here for a while
I smile, smile..
It's so hard to look up when you look down.
Sure would hate to see it when you give up now.
You look so much better when you smile.
So smile.

Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Ohohoh you look so much better when you
Smile...

I just want you to be happy..
I want you to have joy 'cause can't nobody
Take that away from you.
I see you.. SMILE!!
*ciao dolls*

Every girl dreams of her happily ever after...

DRESS NO.2

THE DRESS

NORMALLY THAT IS WHERE IT WOULD START... YOU HAVE TO FIND THE PERFECT DRESS...



DRESS NO.3

NOW THIS IS THE DRESS...

DRESS NO.4

DRESSES NO. 4 & 5



DRESS NO.6



  Noe the thing about the perfect dress is that you wll know when you have met her... She will smile at you and she will just be absolutely gorgeous... Everything about her will be perfect... she will fit amazingly... And even if she doesn't fit perfectly there are always alterations that can be done...

Then there are the rings...
This is the one I want...

Ring no.2

Ring no.3

Ring no.4

ring no.5

Now nothing says will you marry me like the perfect engagement ring...

Yes

Yes...

The perfect shoe is ideal one because it is simply gorgeous and two I love shoes...

Yes!!!!!!!!

The perfect song for me would be All my tomorrows... I love that song... it is just perfect...

But with weddings there is a whole lot more to consider...
It is just one that you are planning for but this day will define you for the rest of your life, because when I say I do to that lucky someone then it will be forever...
Stay tuned for the next installment of happily ever after...

Myfirst bouquet of Yellow flowers from the love of my life...

love of my life, at his happiest...

As a symbol of joy and new beginningsYellow roses offer a congratulatory tone to celebrate success, new beginnings as well as joyous occasions. This happy vibe that these yellow roses give our makes them a perfect gift for new mothers, newlyweds, graduates as well as co-workers who have gotten a promotion

So after exactly 12weeks my love and I lost Peanut (that is what I was calling the little bunddle of joy growing inside of me), as sad as it might be at times, he has been a terrific rock to depend on... Honestly I could not have asked for a better partner, I would never have guessed that he would turn out to be so perfect...

Oh not that I am saying he comes without flaws.. We all have flaws and his are what make him human, as are mine so I have no right to judge him for that... In fact I love him for being honest and so naturally head over heels with me... **lollies who wouldn't be**

But seriously this man has gone above and beyond to make sure I am happy and that I am not too upset about losing Peanut... And sometimes it seems as if he wanted the baby more than I did... He made a comment the other day and said: "But baby, whatever upsets you automatically will also upset me... Your happiness is more important to me than anything."

I have nerver in my life been in such a serious relationship, and yes I had relationships but none of them were this rewarding and this special. I wake up every morning hoping for the rest of mhy life... I envisage the day I say I do and kiss him as my husband, and honestly he says the same thing...

the sweetest thing while we were chatting the other night he looked at me and said: "I could live like this, I can see you in the kitchen cooking up a storm, with a spoon in your hand, giving me a kiss when I come through the door, kids shouting daddy, and th dog bringing me the paper... all this while you are pregnant..."

Now if someone has such a visual of me then there is just no way I could believe that this isn't real...

GGG. you are so special, and if you could see you the way I see you then you would believe me and stop doubting it...

Anyways Peanut is in a better place being looked after by the angels... Peanut I loved you more than you could ever know... Hope you are happy where you are mommy and daddy loved you, because you were very special to us, even if we didn't meet you...

Ciao chicks... xoxo